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OK So I was absent for yet another month. How interesting can my life be?!
I have mixed emotions writing this blog. I started this morning and I was pretty positive... However, I went home about an hour ago to find out... One of my pets... Died.

My hamster... He passed away.

Isn't my Coffee the cutest thing ever? Oh my... I'm engulfed by sadness right now... But I feel that it hasn't fully hit me yet...

Coffee died... >_< I can't believe it. A few days ago, he escaped his cage and my mom found him. I thought I lost him at that point but I was so happy to see him again... Today though, I got home and checked my pets and found out Coffee is not moving. Until know, I'm afraid to touch him... But he's definitely not moving... Nothing. What should I do now? TT_TT I blame the heat... But I feel like it's partly my fault too... TT_TT

Shit. Now I feel like I have no right to post about the happy things I was writing about earlier this morning... I guess some other time...

Hey, Coffee... I'm sorry... I wish I could have saved you.........................